Scott Mescudi popularly known as kid cudi revealed on Tuesday night that he has checked himself into a rehab center to deal with depression and suicidal urges… He apologized to his fans via a Facebook post that he has being living a lie since so many people consider Him a leader. Here’s what he said in his exact words:
“Its been difficult for me to find the words to what Im about to share with you because I feel ashamed. Ashamed to be a leader and hero to so many while admitting I’ve been living a lie. It took me a while to get to this place of commitment, but it is something I have to do for myself, my family, my best friend/daughter and all of you, my fans.
Yesterday I checked myself into rehab for depression and suicidal urges.
I am not at peace. I haven’t been since you’ve known me. If I didn’t come here, I wouldve done something to myself. I simply am a damaged human swimming in a pool of emotions everyday of my life. There’s a raging violent storm inside of my heart at all times. Idk what peace feels like. Idk how to relax. My anxiety and depression have ruled my life for as long as I can remember and I never leave the house because of it. I cant make new friends because of it. I dont trust anyone because of it and Im tired of being held back in my life. I deserve to have peace. I deserve to be happy and smiling. Why not me? I guess I give so much of myself to others I forgot that I need to show myself some love too. I think I never really knew how. Im scared, im sad, I feel like I let a lot of people down and again, Im sorry. Its time I fix me. Im nervous but ima get through this”.
Although he has promised that His album “Passion pain and demon slaying” will still be out on schedule because he said he took care of the business part before checking himself in…Kid Cudi shot to limelight with his hit single “Night n Day” back in 2008 which debuted on no 3 on the Hot billboard. The song talked about a depressed loner and stoner who comes alive in the night time – sadly that was Kid Cudi’s real life situation -the whole world applauds he’s sincerity and honesty and he has being receiving tons of good will messages from fans and celebrities alike…..Thank God for he’s realization that money and drugs can’t buy happiness and we at The Deliberate wish him a quick recovery…
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